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Nightmares
Laying there without a care in the world
A place to sleep
Food in their dish
They got it made
Unconditional love is what they receive and give
Sad but true they take after their owner
There are people in my life
I couldn't live without
People that just make me feel wanted
They are the reason I wake up in the morning
Unfortunately there are some
That make me want to fall asleep and never wake up
I know that things like that
Scare people but I am glad that
I have more loved ones than nightmares
(written by Jessica Comins 11/19/2007)
Hope
Will I ever find someone
Who will love me for me
I know relationships aren't all perfect
But I still want one
They make me feel
Wanted
Needed
Loved
And much more....
I just wonder if that someone is out there for me
If he is I hope he finds himself looking into my eyes
I can just hope can't I?
(written by Jessica Comins 11/19/2007)
A Broken Heart
Sitting here all alone
Isn't that wonderful
Feeling like nobody
Wants you as a girlfriend
Really screws with your head
And much more importantly your heart
It is easier to forget about someone
Than to put a broken heart back together
I'm not going to cry
There is no sense
Your heart won't be broken forever
It just takes a long time to heal...........
(written by Jessica Comins 11/19/2007)
Don't be jealous
That you are not me
Be thankful............
I'm not pretty
I'm not funny
I'm not happy
The smiles are fake
Don't let them fool you
It is easier to pretend
You are happy
Then to explain why you aren't
I just keep everything bottled up
Nobody can understand
They don't see the tears I cry at night
They know all the facts
But they aren't inside my mind
They don't know everything that I am thinking
Be thankful ...............
For who you are
Cause I'm Not
(written by Jessica Comins 11/19/2007)
It's My LIfe
I'm going to live my life
Nobody else can
And if they could
Why would they want to
It is full of mistakes
And disappointments
Full of wrong choices
I hope I can turn things around
And make everything better
I know someday it will happen
I just have to keep
Making the right turns in life
Instead of turning around and second guessing myself...
(written by Jessica Comins 11/19/2007)
It Breaks My Heart Everytime
I'm not going to be here
For your beck and call
I have my own life to live
You seem to only want one thing
A girls first is always hard
To get over but I know I have to
You have a lot of growing up to do
Yeah I will still talk to you
Even though I shouldn't
I breaks my heart everytime
Why did you have to be my first?
(written by Jessica Comins 11/19/2007)
The Finish Line
My thoughts are bottle inside me
Ready to pop out any moment
I don't know when I will crack
And say "I LOVE YOU" or "Why don't you like me?"
I don't feel it happening any time soon
Maybe you will beat me to the finish line
And tell me first. "I LOVE YOU !!"
Your Loss
I should have known better
I should have known that
something that good would end
I need to know the answer
WHAT DID I DO?
What did I do for you to
be like you are to me?
I really don’t care
for you any more
You are just making everyone
around
As miserable as you
I have to commend you on
something though
You can brainwash someone
very quickly
I don’t know if that
is something to be proud of but you have it
I thought that we were the
best of friends
Who is the person who came
over to get you just because you were worried
And who is the person who
you called crying
At the wee hours of the night
worrying if someone would come back
That’s right that was
me
Well it is your loss
I have more and better
friends that you both with every have or be
Thank You!!!
You've inspired me
To do many things
To love
To cherish
To be creative
To be honest
To be true
I love you for that
You are always there for me
Every single day I wake up
Knowing that I have a mother who loves me
And treats me like a best friend
rather than a daughter. . . . THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!
-Jes Comins
Poem dedicated to Tammy Comins (aka Mommy)
Turn
To Me
Don’t put your dreams off
for too long
Then they will seem more and more
like wishes
That will never come true
Go with your passion even though
some might disprove of it
I will always be there
Need an audience, a shoulder to
cry on, or even just someone to talk to
Turn to me
I’m not that hard to reach.
-Jes Comins
Poem dedicated to: My Friends
Lately
Being around you makes me get butterflies in my stomach
But lately I don't know how to act
I don't know if I should tell you how I feel
Lately I don't know if I still have those feelings
You act weirdly around me and I don' t know if you share my feelings
I have found out the method to your weirdness
I hope we can get past that
I feel that we are
I think that you are soo nice to me and
I like it when I look at you and you smile at me
We have gotten to know more about each other
In the past week I feel that we are making progress
I think that you know that I like you
And I hope that you feel that same way about me
Used
Sometimes I think my friends are just
there to use me. . .
For homework,
For information,
To be a spy,
What ever they want
They say they are my friends but are they
really?????
-Jes Comins
I
Won’t
You might have been hurt in the past
But I promise I won’t do it
I will be there
I will do things for you
Hell . . . . I would even bake cookies
for you.
You wouldn’t have to buy things
for me. . But it would be nice.
I’ll be there you can trust me.
Just show me that you care.
I’m trying to change my appearance
You are one of my motives.
I like to hang out with you
Spend time with you.
Yeah I know that we are just friends
But maybe . . . just maybe
We could be more
Maybe being friends first will help.
-Jes Comins
Is There?
Is there somebody out there for me?
I really want to know
Hopefully I will know the answer to that question
soon.
-Jes Comins
I Like
I like spending time with you
when i am with you it feels
Like my whole orld slows down
I feel safe ( i know that is wierd but i do)
I feel like i can tell you anything and you would listen
I feel like you will always be there for me
I hope that it will not be to late
When we share our feelings with each other
I like being with you
Me at 2004 Prom
Talent
As I look around and see how talented
people are
You never would have thought
That in such a small town you could
have a future
Rapper, singer, basketball player,
soccer player, artist, or musician
I am lucky to have experienced my
small town
Knowing practically everyone
Even though I might not amount to
a great title
I know that someone from around
here will
-Jes Comins
Poem dedicated to: My friends
True Friends
In the past three months
I have gained a brother and a sister.
These two people have come into my life
And I will never forget them.
They are few of the only true friends that I have.
True friends that I can tell anything
I am glad that they are there for me
Thank you two for beeing soooo sweet to and nice to me.
-Jes Comins
Social Butterfly
Less than a year ago
I was a nobody
I didn't go out with my friends
I didn't do much of anything
The year 2005 has brought
A lot of change into my life
I have new friends
I have more faith in myself
I have more to life for
My life has turned around for the good
I guess you could say
That I hatched and became a social butterfly.
-Jes Comins
One Question
How can you think that nobody
cares for you?
You obviously
don’t know who your family
A grandma that loves you
unconditionally.
That will bail you out of
any situation that she can
She would give you the clothes
off her back if she had to.
An aunt that has always been
there trying to help
It was almost like she was
a second or third mother.
An uncle who has repeatedly
tried to help you
Giving you jobs that you
never attempted to keep
A grandfather that gives
you everything
Money, vehicles, and a roof
over your head
Ohh . . . wait don’t
you have two little girls that look up to you
That runs to you every time
you come to into the door.
Maybe I don’t know
what your home life was like
But you cannot say that nobody
cares about you
When ever I think about you
now
I cry
I cry with anger and worry
That you would push your
family away like you are
Yeah your friends might be
there now
But soon they will move on
To the next high school student
whose life they are trying to screw up
You have everybody worried
about
Where you are and what you
are doing
Our grandmothers are even
worried
About our great grandparents
reading about you in the newspaper
Please don’t push us
away when we are trying to help you
Please just don’t do
it
If you need a motive think
about our two little cousins
Who instead of seeing you
they have
To ask their mother when
you are coming back
-Jes Comins
Poem dedicated to: My Cousin
Miracles
It seems like friends are like miracles
You never know when they are going
to spring up
You could turn
around and there they are . . .
As we grow older and closer as friends
we see
We see who is going to stay true
to their words
As we sit back and watch the in’s
and out’s of what we used to call
Our group of friends together we
are getting closer
Telling each other everything
Sharing our secrets
I can’t think back to a time
when we weren’t close friends
It is hard to think past all of
our great memories we share
All the joy rides, the shopping,
and hanging out together
Has made me a better person
I have you to thank for that.
I am glad we have become so close
in the past few months
You have broken my from my shell
of solitude
I have never before had a friend
that calls me, that wants to hang out with me,
That isn’t afraid to be seen
with me in public . . . Thank You
Even though some might think that
we are bad influences for each other
I think they are wrong
Wait
. . . I know that they are wrong.
Friends like you are the reason
why I wake up in the morning
The reason why I am still here
-Jes Comins
Poem dedicated to: Kaline
I GUESS I WAS WRONG ABOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THANKS A LOT FOR RUINING MY SENIOR
YEAR AND SENIOR PROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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